Graduation

I did it... Oddly enough!

Honestly though, I wouldn't have been able to graduate without everyone in my life telling me I could do it.

I remember when I decided to leave Oswego, I was talking to my best friends and they kept telling me if I didn't graduate on time it would be okay, my being happy was what was most important.

Then I came home and decided I would figure out school along the way. I did.

I transferred to a school where the professors helped me out throughout the whole process and I made friends of a lifetime.

The morning of the ceremony, two of my best friends had messaged me and I couldn't help but feel accomplished of myself. They expressed how proud they were of my accomplishment.

Now is the hard part. I thought I'd at least have my life together and everything. But I don't... I also am beginning to realize how unhappy I am...

I want to focus on myself now that I'm not in school... I'm going to do whatever I want... I'm going to start a YouTube channel...

For real though, when I went to work on Sunday I almost booked a flight to California just out of the blue.

I want to travel and I want to take pictures.. Pictures where I'm sincerely happy, not just smiling. So that's what I'm focusing on... Because in reality even though everyone says that "life is going my way because of graduation." It literally isn't because I'm more lost now than I ever was before.

So heads up for what happens next because I literally have no clue and for a wanna be event planner who is the most impatient person ever, IM FREAKING OUTTTTT.

But peace.