Tiffanie Amber

I've been sitting back lately, watching all these people get excited for multiple steps in their lives. Graduation is less than 40 days away, practically a month. I can't help but not get excited lately. Maybe that's a misstep in my life... I tend not to get excited for something in the future, in case it doesn't end up working out.. Within the past year I maybe worked myself up for one major occurrence and it fell through and broke me in a way... I figure, I never want to feel that way again. I miss feeling excited for something. I miss the anticipation building up from within you. If I'm being completely honest in these blogs, which I feel like I have been... In October of 2017, I reached my lowest point in life. I told everyone important in my life that I didn't want to be here anymore. I was on constant watch and it got better, I have gotten better. Lately, with looking and seeing everyone's excitement of things like  graduation, a movie being ...

Yesterday being National Pets Day, I obviously spent my time with my pets.. But it made me think back to everything that they truely have helped me with. I get migraines constantly, it's been a battle for many years. Yesterday, I got a couple and every time my head began to ache, Rylie would be right by my side, giving me kisses and getting my head away from thinking of the pain. While I've had animals in the past, I can't help but look at my two goobers I have right now.  I was 11 when we got Baylie, we went to look at puppies, I sat down and she came and curled up in my lap. From that moment I knew we had to have her and the memories are neverending. From when she was a puppy and was incredibly sick, I remember crying my eyes out saying we had to make her better. She had her surgeries and is turning 11 next month. As a puppy she hated heights, she'd bark at the steps instead of walking down them (still to this day she hesitates getting o...