Update: Take III
I've been debating about what to talk about next. For this blog post. It's been a few weeks since I've last posted. A LOT has been going on...
Currently, I'm on week 12 of school and if you asked me, the stuff that has filled my plate has me feeling like I'm on week 16, which isn't right because there's only 15 weeks of school.
While I do have all these responsibilities in life, I've been pushing them to the side.
Week 12 people, of my second last semester of college ever... that is until I decide to go back, because knowing me, I'm going back.
Two out of my six classes are group work based; one of which I was designated to be the group leader, the other class, my group just nominated me to be the unofficial group leader. I do a lot of work for people and really hope that in return, my grade would reflect this. My one class, I've done most of the work and am the only reason my group is on task half of the time. It's stressful but I'm happy it's almost over with.
Then there's the impending doom that this semester is almost over with... That means I'll only have 15 more weeks of school left, ever.
Am I prepared? NOPE!
Do I want to graduate? After four years of college... yes! Then there's all the schooling that I've gone through in life.
All I know in life is how to be a student. Yes, I've had (A) job and yes I've interned for a company. But, I don't think anything has me prepared for my future.
Technically, I'm a go with the flow person. Over the last year, I've been thinking so much about the future; who's going to be there for me, where am I going to live, and what am I going to be doing?
But right now, after everything that's been happening, I'm deciding that if anyone wants to be in my life, they'll stay. Where am I going to live? At least for the following year, I'll stay at home and pay off my loans (it's the best decision). While I believe it's going to be nearly impossible to find a job in my career at home, I need to look at the bright side and take whatever I can get. As for what I'm going to be, I need to let life makes it's decision for me. I can't predict the future at all, so why am I trying to?
Right now, my biggest take away is:
I'm only 21... I have a whole life ahead of me. I want to travel? While the world is going to change, I still have time! The world isn't going anywhere and neither am I! I'm here to live my life. I may have just established this point with myself a couple weeks ago. But, I have so many people in my life that help my recognize how awesome I am.... And I'm beginning to believe them. One day at a time, I know it'll be alright.
This post is considerably short for me... But I felt like getting some things across before I feel completely overwhelmed this semester.
*Is xoxo too corny to sign this out? I don't know. haha... I'll figure out the outro.
Currently, I'm on week 12 of school and if you asked me, the stuff that has filled my plate has me feeling like I'm on week 16, which isn't right because there's only 15 weeks of school.
While I do have all these responsibilities in life, I've been pushing them to the side.
Week 12 people, of my second last semester of college ever... that is until I decide to go back, because knowing me, I'm going back.
Two out of my six classes are group work based; one of which I was designated to be the group leader, the other class, my group just nominated me to be the unofficial group leader. I do a lot of work for people and really hope that in return, my grade would reflect this. My one class, I've done most of the work and am the only reason my group is on task half of the time. It's stressful but I'm happy it's almost over with.
Then there's the impending doom that this semester is almost over with... That means I'll only have 15 more weeks of school left, ever.
Am I prepared? NOPE!
Do I want to graduate? After four years of college... yes! Then there's all the schooling that I've gone through in life.
All I know in life is how to be a student. Yes, I've had (A) job and yes I've interned for a company. But, I don't think anything has me prepared for my future.
Technically, I'm a go with the flow person. Over the last year, I've been thinking so much about the future; who's going to be there for me, where am I going to live, and what am I going to be doing?
But right now, after everything that's been happening, I'm deciding that if anyone wants to be in my life, they'll stay. Where am I going to live? At least for the following year, I'll stay at home and pay off my loans (it's the best decision). While I believe it's going to be nearly impossible to find a job in my career at home, I need to look at the bright side and take whatever I can get. As for what I'm going to be, I need to let life makes it's decision for me. I can't predict the future at all, so why am I trying to?
Right now, my biggest take away is:
I'm only 21... I have a whole life ahead of me. I want to travel? While the world is going to change, I still have time! The world isn't going anywhere and neither am I! I'm here to live my life. I may have just established this point with myself a couple weeks ago. But, I have so many people in my life that help my recognize how awesome I am.... And I'm beginning to believe them. One day at a time, I know it'll be alright.
This post is considerably short for me... But I felt like getting some things across before I feel completely overwhelmed this semester.
*Is xoxo too corny to sign this out? I don't know. haha... I'll figure out the outro.
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